I Live For This

I live for this

This feeling of almost bliss

Almost emptiness

Almost everything

But this isn't quite it

I keep pushing

Fighting, bleeding

Loving

I keep moving

Crying, screaming

Feeling

I live for this

This feeling is almost it

Almost requited

Almost enlightened

But this isn't quite perfect

I keep swearing

Denying, tearing

Implying

I keep lying

Dying, trying

Failing

To express just what

It is

But I live for this

Every second

Of just what

It is.